Hypotheticals, Bufo
Why Bufo Is Real
Today I had my second experience taking 5-MeO-DMT (Bufo). You can read about my first experience here: Direct Knowing.
In my previous experience, one thing that surprised me was that it obliterated my ego, and I lost the ability to think in English. Despite that, my thoughts were still me, just as clear, with my same personality and temperment.
As I came back, eventually my English came back online. I can remember trying to remember the word for the feeling I was having. I knew the feeling, and I knew it had a word, but I couldn’t remember it for a while, until it hit me: gratitude. I was feeling gratitude.
This time, I wanted to keep my ego, keep English, and instead of having some emotional experience filled with love and healing, I wanted to have a conversation.
Who is this entity on the other end? How does it function, and what is it capable of? Is it God, Jesus, Buddah, a spirit guide, or maybe just some voice in my head? Sure, I could come up with my own theories, but wouldn’t it be better to just ask instead?
I went under with these thoughts in my head.
To my surprise, it agreed my terms of engagement (though it seemed annoyed at the restrictions).
Instead of bombarding me with bliss, love, etc, and instead of showing me the answers to my questions directly like before, it came to me in English, and allowed me to keep my ego and English as well.
So we had a conversation.
Q: Who are you?
A: Call me whatever you want.
Q: What are you?
A: You’ve seen what I am. Go ahead and try to describe it in English. Good luck!
Q: What should I call you? Are you God? Jesus? Buddah?
A: What would you call me?
Q: I suppose I would call you beyond beyond… beyond beyond beyond.
A: That works for me.
The conversation lasted a long time, as we rehashed things, and I tried to get satisfying answers.
One question I asked was if out of body experiences are real. This is something I’m very curious about, as you can tell from my blog!
It responded: Why don’t you go figure it out? 🙂
The meaning was clear to me… this is something I do for fun, so why spoil it with some definitive answer. Go out, explore, have fun, figure it out!
After the experience, I thought about what I would ask if I were to do it again. One idea was to ask for proof that the experience is real, and not some hallucination.
Immediately I realized that I already believed the Bufo experiences are real. But why?
I think the best evidence is comparing my two experiences. In many ways, they were very different. Sure, the trippy visuals were similar (though not the same), and both times I conversed with what seemed to be a highly intelligent entity. But the nature of the conversation was completely different.
What other drug gives you an experience so customized to where you are?
For comparison, look at alcohol. If I drink a 12-pack, my experience is basically the same every time. Sure, my mood changes, so maybe sometimes I’m a little more depressed, or a little more happy. But categorically, the experience is the same. And when I talk to other people, their experience with alcohol is the same as mine.
This is not true for Bufo. Not only were my two experiences categorically different, they are different compared to everyone who I’ve compared notes with. Their experiences were tailored for them, and mine have been tailored for me.
How can that be possible?
How can a single molecule somehow unlock tailored personal profound experiences?
And how can those experiences display such drastically higher levels of intelligence?
A lot of times truth is simple and staring at us in the face. This is one of those times. The experience is clearly real, and there is some higher intelligence on the other side.
Bufo is non-addictive, doesn’t have side effects, and produces an experience tailored to the individual at that moment. The entity demonstrates a level of awareness and intelligence beyond what the person is capable of. It is beyond beyond description.
It is beyond beyond beyond.