Out-of-Body, Psychedelic, Hyper-Real
Huge Water Airliner
I woke up early today to do my daily meditation. I meditated while kneeling from 6:00am to 6:45am. I tried to see nimitta, but couldn’t do it – perhaps because I was trying. I’m also trying to let go more, but it’s a bit paradoxical.
After my meditation, I laid down on the couch and meditated some more. After a long while, I eventually relaxed enough to fall asleep, and could easily leave my body. This is pretty typical for me if I meditate for a long time and then switch to sleep.
I was whisked away very similar to my roller coaster experience from the other day. I continued trying to let go and let things unfold without controlling.
I felt hands on my ankles, so I grabbed them, and pulled the person (?) up to me, and gave them a hug in appreciation. I asked what their name was, and could tell that they responded, but I couldn’t hear the response.
I reset multiple times and floated around on the whims of the Universe.
If I returned to my body, I could see nimitta if I wanted. At one point I saw a black and white pattern:
Black and white nimitta with hexagonal symmetry
I’m not sure I would consider these psychedelic like my previous experiences, but they were still cool.
At one point I was able to see my hands. There was a blue gluey goop on them. I picked at the glue for a bit out of curiosity, then was whisked to another location.
I was zooming through a hyper-real building, and flew out the window, where I saw a huge airliner floating on water. I zoomed through the boarding area and heard announcements being made, and then back out to the airliner and across the water, into a dock area.
This entire experience was more real than normal reality.
I returned to my body multiple times, but eventually decided I better get up, otherwise I would start forgetting details. I feel I’m forgetting some things as it is.
I have no clue what sort of experience that was. It was wild and bizarre. I’m glad I was able to show appreciation to the being who helped me.